Bells, veil and flowers

11:06 PM Cassie 0 Comments

Seems to me like a lot are tying the knot lately or if not, getting engaged and I can't help but to have feels even if I am just 19. I know it's still early to think about this kind of thing, but I really could not stop myself from pointing out of how fast time has flown, of how I am not getting any younger, and that somehow at some point, I'll get to that point, too.

Weddings have always been a joy to watch for me. They seem to give me a glimpse of endless what could be's and happy endings-- and that at some point of my life, I will meet that someone who will lead me there, too. I have no idea who that person is going to be, but for some reason, it feels really fulfilling that someday, I will have someone to share my life with and all my hardships in life right now, will be worth it. I know, it's weird considering I don't even know who will be waiting for me at the end of the aisle, but really, the idea of starting anew with someone excites me (although partly scares me as well).


I love fresh starts, new beginnings. This is probably why weddings never fail to put me into an eternal bliss. It's like I could be a new person all over again, leaving behind all the heartaches, the difficulties, the mistakes-- and be that new person with someone who is all willing to accept. Love stories, even if they are not mine to tell, are always something that catch my attention. They are proofs that we all have that someone or something that is meant for us to have, no matter what it takes, no matter what happens, what is bound to be yours will always be yours. I do believe that we are all born with our destiny written on the palm of our hands, but we have to remember that we are still the one in control of our lives. So if you think, it's meant for you, then hold on to it. If time comes that you have to let go, then let go, but given a chance to meet that one for you, never hesitate to chase it again. You'll never know-- the second time could be a charm.

I don't have any dream wedding nor a dream person to wed. It's just the idea of walking down the aisle that always caught my attention and the idea of closing a chapter of my life to begin a new one. All I've always wanted was a simple yet elegant one with a motif of pure white and lilac or lavender. That's all I have in mind and the rest I will let time help me to decide. In all honesty, I quite not imagine yet how everything would look like during the ceremony. All I could think of is a wedding that will more or less change my life.

I'm still taking a long way from that point, that is something I am sure of. But isn't it lovely to sometimes think of the endless possibilities of the future with nothing, but happy thoughts even if everything is just laid down in a galaxy of unsure chances?

I love this feeling. And I think, I will always do.