My Sunday Currently || 08
Hopeless (book 1 of the Hopeless series)-- trying to maximize my last week of vacation
this eight volume, which I almost ditched because again, just like last week, my system feels too empty to write
to the chattering voices of everyone around me-- people playing scrabble, my youngest cousin annoying the eldest one, and the ending credits of the 90s movie we just watched, Clueless (you should watch, it is surprisingly a good one even if it's like two decades old). Btw, Alicia Silverstone is just so freaking pretty!!! Couldn't deny that.
about how many unfinished entries I have. I've been so oddly un-energized for the past weeks. I've been like this since I skipped the Sunday Currently entry about 2 weeks ago or so. It's like I have a lot of unfinished entries in my head-- can't seem to find an acceptable ending for myself. I'm having a hard time putting into words the things-- the people-- that are bothering my system and that's what's bothering me more. It's as if everything is just so wrong and I'm starting to think that I'm just simply wrong as a person... *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
nothing because I think I kind of have colds
to be my normal self again, just the me that I know myself of
for my last week here in Melbourne to be a memorable one
for a writing inspiration and motivation to go on
a white Beatles shirt and a hot pink shorts
my friends for some reason, but somehow scared to see them again because I'm afraid that something has changed with us over the break, and I'm quite not ready to face that.
the Harry Potter marathon I just finished today with my cousin-- thanks to my older cousin who's like an avid fan of the series and has like the complete set. I just realized how much I love the part in the Deathly Hallows when Harry was able to have a view of what Severus has to go through in protecting him because Severus loved Harry's mom so damn much. I mean, it takes so much to be in love, but it takes so much more to protect someone who isn't connected with you just because he is connected to your one great love. It kind of hurts to watch. His revelations were the hardest to imagine and seeing them in the movie makes me feel all weirdly hurt for Severus. I start to wonder though, if I could ever meet someone who'd consider me his greatest love. And I just realized that sometimes there are people that we think aren't capable to love, but in truth, they might just be more capable than we are and we'll never know if we never tried seeing or feeling it.
some legit peace of mind and a sense of direction
sleep for some reason, I can't seem to sleep well for the past two nights now
neutral and numb-- now, there is really something wrong because I know in myself how expressive I am in terms of writing... people who constantly read my blog must have realized that by now.
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